5 days till my birthday..yeah!!..
going 18..
getting adult..

being more serious
start thinking about adults things..
learning adult's life..
(mama and papa out of sudden talking about it)
knowing 'the world'..
enjoy though complicated..
lots of things to think..
then,pop out a question,

i'm just going to be eighteen..not trying to build own life..nor married..hehe

they said,. .it just a knowledge before stepping to a next stage..
then,the hardest part comes..


trying to be silent..


testing for some time..

still trying..